[rickss69]

Not one for giving advice - All I can think of at the moment is how happy I am 56 years old and so over that horseshit...

I will give you some insight to my way of thinking...please don't take this as advice or the gospel, just my train of thought on the subject from all these years.

Most people marry someone for the first time from the same locale they reside in...isn't that just pure luck you would find your true love right where you are? I tend to think it is something else...what's the word I am searching for...oh yeah, HORNY! Plain and simple, the little head is in charge for most of a man's life. Little head is a stupid fuck that does'nt give a damn about you, but you will follow him of a cliff without hesitation. Why this is so I do not know, but there it is in a nutshell. True love my ass...I prefer to call it by it's real name. Author: rickss69

[rickss69]

While you are chewing on that...Keep in mind that no one will ever look out for you like you will. Always have a back-up plan and don't depend on someone else to "complete" you or make you "whole". That is an unrealistic goal for you and a terrible burden to put on someone else.